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it is raining so friggin hard yesterday...i was trying to drive super slow around the neighborhood with my dad where all the kids were standing and waiting for their mommys....but i ended up splashing them all and they all chased my car and threw shit at it.  Ever see that korean movie "chingoo"?  The opening sequence where all them fucking kids were chasing the truck through the streets of pusan...yea..that was me this morning.  i felt bad but oh well...fuck it..we've all been there.  miserable sonsabitches.

heyyyyyyyyyyy yaaaa.  hey ya.  i'm...i'm....i'm....just bein honest, HEYYY yaa (doinkdoinkdoinkdoink doinkadoingk ALRIGHT ALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT... heh.  you guys know this song?  i learned to play it on my guitar and me and my roomate almost have it down pat.  we're gonna go on tour and make extra money doing lounge bar acts.

uh winterbreak is pretty okay. ill i got for christmas was money. that im gunna spend in the next 7 mintues on pointless stuff. mike is over hes sleeping over actually. that lazy bum i made a bed for him and he comes in the room and goes " HOW NICE OF YOU CHAD" and play computer and i turn around and hes sleeping on my bed. now i have to sleep on the ground... hustled.. have a nice fucking friday u hobbits..

extrodinary... kids this is seriouslly 1/37468264388 man i love this chick it skinda like me except the asian person is a guy haha

I believe that all dogs have their day.  Sometimes you just gotta figure that shit can't get any worse.  "when your at the bottom, nowhere to go but up".  I am a walking testament to this fact.  I'm the self-proclaimed biggest pessimist yet when I look back on my life I see the things that got me through the worst...the belief that things are gonna be alright in the end.  Optimist??? I've said it time and again, but in case you haven't heard, there IS NO END.  Through all the crap that's gonna go down(and it will) don't ever wuss out or give up.  We're all here to play this fucked up game and make it to the end and save the princess or win the loot or live happily ever after.  Let that drive you....YOU WANT TO WIN.  "Hope" is crazy.  It exists. 

speaking of shit.

Usually i do things without thinking about what im doing and afterwards i look upon what i jsut did and hit myself for being so goddam stupid. well my friend devin had to pick up the pooh in the back yard and there was ALLLOT i mean u couldnt even see grass. and me n him are like the kind of people who do there chores really fast and get tto all the fun stuff. we were thinking of how we can pick up all the shit really fast so we can go to ryans house and i metion a vaccum cleaner with the little long suckion thingy that kind of looks like a pimp you know wut im saying? and it was a great idea. we got suctionded up the pooh and got ready to go to ryans and all of a sudden this nasty ass smell started coming out of the vaccum cuz the shit rubbed all agianst the sides of the pipe and it smellllls reaALLLY bad..

after we put 3 m100s in a bag full of babypowder and threw it into the street. dam it was the biggest explosion i have ever seen.

As i lay dieing

lord God. forgive me for i am a sinner. but then agian you made jessica alba

I was really tempted to join the fellowship of nerds for the midnight sneak preview of the Lord of the Rings(nerds).  Yea, as I was driving home from a night of binge drinking I drove by the local theater and noticed a huge line that wrapped around the block.  To my surprise there wasn't anyone dressed up in some goofy costume staging mock battles or all that.  I hear this installment is supposed to be a pretty damn good movie.  If you're like me you can always appreciate a good ol fashion fantasy adventure.  Sometimes though it feels that my life is a fantasy adventure.  Yea....like I stare at women all the time and fantasize about the different adventures I'd like to take them on.  Yes, it's that time of year for me.  I'm probably going to watch that movie later tonight.  And i'm probably going to Lusty Lady again. 

HA!  I just realized I sorta know someone that reminds me of Smeagle from the hobbits.  hahaaha

Anyways, can you believe next week is xmas?  I can't.  I have a cold and i'm pretty sure I got it from retard at school who doesnt know how to cover his mouth when he coughs/sneezes.  I'm gonna crack one of these days I just know it.

You ever realize that there are just some old white people that no matter what you do, they'll never be nice to you?  I was in the grocery store this one time minding my own business and this elderly korean lady was pushin her cart towards me.  To be courteous I moved out of her way and smiled at her and do you know what this miserable bitch did???  She just gave me this dirty look and talked under her breath as she walked by, "stinkin japs go home".  What a mean old lady.  Sometimes I wonder if these ppl realize that we are ALL immigrants, we made this country what it is collectively not as one selective group or race.  Speaking of which, I saw "Gangs of New York" for the first time recently, that was a GREAT movie.  Daniel Day Lewis was ROBBED, straight up.  He was awesome in that movie.  My goddamn cold is starting to feel like a flu. 

..do i really look that japenese

anyways the journey for out hero chadwick started on thusday. ditching his last period out hero went to mike nordines house were he watched cool awesome movies and listned to mikes sister arging with his mom who is a lawyer. note' never argue with a lawyer. next day friday out hero woke up and went back the bed 10 mintues later. 2 hours later out hero and mike walked to kurtises house were he cooked us from eggs. then we ate and left and went  to my house were our hero was freshinging up. that afternoon chad and mike went to jonahans house in pv were they watched movies order piazaa play guitar and do awesome stuff all night long.

merry christmas

-chadwick

post script 2- thanks for the eprops, i feelloved

 "damn it feels good to be a gangster"  OS sdtr.

Man I have this problem staring at girls butts lately.  I guess it's not really a problem b/c if I WASNT then it would be a problem(depends on how u look at it i guess).  ANYWAY, yea I think I work on a weird biological clock.  Most "normal" people tend to peak in the spring whereas for me it's always right around this time during the winter.  It's weird, I just can't help pervin out. 

Butts, butts, butts.  Yea, I don't know what it is, maybe it's my background in art, but I tend to appreciate the shape of a chicks ass a lil more than the next guy.  There are dudes out there that like ass, and there are dudes out there that love ass and there are dudes out there like me that ADORE/WORSHIP ass.  Do you know what makes a great ass?  HEART SHAPE.  That unmistakable shape of an upside down heart when seen from behind.  The bubble...from the side you can make out a curve that shapes itself out in the shape of a round bubble almost.  Sure it's an added bonus when shes filled out w/ a rack ontop but mostly it has to be about that ass.  I hear they have such things as "ass-jobs" for women in korea.  Makes sense b/c it's tough to find a chick that does.  I act so dumb around a girl w/ a nice ass, I swear.  She could be missing half her teeth and most of her hair but I will still be a slave to her ass.  I like to snowboard alot, on the back of my snowboard bindings I have a sticker that says "ass,ass,ass,ass".  I stare at chicks butts so much that I get shell shocked, like i'll be driving down the street and some dude might be bendin over to get something out of his car and my automatic perv radar will scope it down b/c I would mistake it for a woman's ass.  Man I got probz.  This is starting to get random and pointless.  I think i'll probably go to lusty lady today...and stare at ass. i wouldnt say i am more pervert than other guys. i would just say that i am more honest and more open about these kind of things. for a fact i know everyguy. EVERYGUY. falls into catagory of being a damn pervert. i know u guys. even you justin. u 15 min brber

Have a great monday friends.goodbye- friends only

-chadwick